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Monday, December 21, 2015

Cooking with Tender Buttons Food: Breakfast. Stanzas 1-9. Discussion 1

THE BOOK ..........................-           TENDER BUTTONS
THE SUBBOOK ...................-           FOOD
THE SUBPOEM ...................-           Breakfast
WORD COUNT (Total)……...-           840
STANZA(S)............................-            22
—Stanzas 1-9                                       312
THE LEADER........................-           THE STEINY ROAD POET
CO-LLABORATORS.............-            MODPO STUDENTS/THE BUTTONS

“Breakfast.” is the third subpoem of Tender Buttons section 2 Food. Unlike “Roastbeef.” and “Mutton”, “Breakfast.” is not a food but a time of day to eat. While stanza 14 of “Breakfast.” (this stanza will be addressed in the next blogpost) mentions roast, meat does not play much of a role in this subpoem. However, the meeting of the minds comes into play as Stein addresses daily process, philosophical discourse, creativity, and literary concerns.

The Buttons Collective begins with the first nine stanzas of “Breakfast.”, which has a 312-word count, including the title. Among the topics addressed in this post are: breaking fast—exploring the title Breakfast; the various abuses of cheese; a shining breakfast and that sudden slice that changes everything; Cubism is not imitation; a loving tongue and cups; Gertrude Stein and fashion; party in Batteau-Lavoir; cocoanut, whale tongue and more fish; and finding the calm in clamour. This is a complicated set of stanzas and while much was seen, undoubtedly more exists in these words then have been commented on.

BREAKFAST.
A change, a final change includes potatoes. This is no authority for the abuse of cheese. What language can instruct any fellow.

A shining breakfast, a breakfast shining, no dispute, no practice, nothing, nothing at all.

A sudden slice changes the whole plate, it does so suddenly.

An imitation, more imitation, imitations succeed imitations.

Anything that is decent, anything that is present, a calm and a cook and more singularly still a shelter, all these show the need of clamor. What is the custom, the custom is in the centre.

What is a loving tongue and pepper and more fish than there is when tears many tears are necessary. The tongue and the salmon, there is not salmon when brown is a color, there is salmon when there is no meaning to an early morning being pleasanter. There is no salmon, there are no tea cups, there are the same kind of mushes as are used as stomachers by the eating hopes that makes eggs delicious. Drink is likely to stir a certain respect for an egg cup and more water melon than was ever eaten yesterday. Beer is neglected and cocoanut is famous. Coffee all coffee and a sample of soup all soup these are the choice of a baker. A white cup means a wedding. A wet cup means a vacation. A strong cup means an especial regulation. A single cup means a capital arrangement between the drawer and the place that is open.

Price a price is not in language, it is not in custom, it is not in praise.

A colored loss, why is there no leisure. If the persecution is so outrageous that nothing is solemn is there any occasion for persuasion.

A grey turn to a top and bottom, a silent pocketful of much heating, all the pliable succession of surrendering makes an ingenious joy.

“These stanzas seem like a big jump from talking about breakfast. But maybe she was talking about the paintings all along?” Emily W

The quest to become for Gertrude Stein was huge. She called it finding Gloire. She wanted the sunshine of genius, that light that shines on you so that others know you are special.” Karren Alenier 

BREAKING FAST

While the Buttons Collective did not begin by discussing what Stein’s title “Breakfast.” might indicate, the Steiny Road Poet [a.k.a. Karren Alenier] believes this is where the discussion should start. Peter Treanor had this to say but in relation to stanza 1:

Breakfast.
A change, a final change includes potatoes. This is no authority for the abuse of cheese. What language can instruct any fellow.

Breakfast seems to have a double meaning here. Breakfast the meal and breaking from that which is fast, or fixed (her old relationship with Leo or maybe the old use of language). Or an imperative, we need to break fast, meaning quickly. So breaking free and breaking free quickly. Maybe that is part of the rapid change that is happening. This meal for the new day/age dawning.”

Karren Alenier added:

“One more thought to add to the break fast meaning is that during Yom Kippur, Jews abstain from eating to atone for the year's sins they have committed. The meal taken at sundown of that holy day is called a break fast. The holiday is about a new beginning, it is about change in behavior and there is lots of instructional language offered in those prayers. Does this relate to cheese? well, maybe. The meal typically served is dairy.”

THE ABUSE OF CHEESE

What initially caught Alenier’s attention was the phrase abuse of cheese. She said:

“Join me in standing in the 21st century like a visitor to art gallery as I stand before this phrase: abuse of cheese. Here is another instance of how Stein's work reached into the future and our now.

“Cheese in our time refers to a recreational drug made from heroin and over-the-counter cold medicines, etc. I also found a satirical statement about how modern consumption of cheese, the food, has been become an all out addiction.

“Now back to stanza 1 of "Breakfast."—the key word here is change. The French are aficionados of cheese so there seems to be some caution issued here where potatoes, a staple of eating in Western culture, represent ordinary behavior. This is then followed with a statement or rather a question about what language can inform any person? Next I'm going to look at the definition of cheese.”

cheese 1
 (chēz)
n.
1.
a. A solid food prepared from the pressed curd of milk, often seasoned and aged.
b. A molded mass of this substance.
2. Something resembling this substance in shape or consistency.

“Let's not forget that the TB Food section starts with Roastbeef, which points to cows and milk, the main substance of cheese.”

cheese 2
 (chēz)
tr.v. cheesedchees·ingchees·es Slang
To stop.
Phrasal Verb:
cheese off Chiefly British Slang
To anger or irritate: The footballers were cheesed off by the referee's decision that cost them the game.
Idiom:
cheese it Slang
1. To look out. Often used in the imperative.
2. To get away fast; get going. Often used in the imperative.

“Could Stein be telling us she will no longer take abuse for her decision to change her life in radical ways—giving up a lucrative profession (as a medical doctor) and marrying a woman instead of a man?”

cheese 3
 (chēz)
n. Slang
An important person.

“Is Stein the cheese here?”


cheese
 (tʃiːz)
n
1. (Cookery) the curd of milk separated from the whey and variously prepared as a food
2. (Cookery) a mass or complete cake of this substance
3. (Cookery) any of various substances of similar consistency, etc.: lemon cheese.
4. big cheese an important person
5. as alike as chalk and cheese as different as chalk and cheese See chalk6

“I'm particularly interested in this definition where cheese is described as a cake. In the Food section, cake is used 11 times. In "Breakfast.", cake is used three times in stanza 15.

“Words related to cheese from the Urban Dictionary:
sex, food, penis, dick, money, vagina, ass.”

Emily W responded:

“A change makes me think about the change in the process of making cheese. The milk is curdled by an acidic substance. Cheese used to be very handy because it was a dense energy source that was easily transported and didn't spoil so quickly as milk.

“Abusing cheese is such an odd thing to say. (I didn't know it referred to a drug nowadays!) It must be something else that is being abused that cheese represents? Or is abusing cheese—taking too much of it? Or not eating it so it grows moldy—wasting food might be considered abusive.”

Alenier answered:

“I like your description of cheese making and it is a portable food once milk is transformed into those cakes called cheese.

“I agree that abuse of cheese is odd.

“I'm thinking, however, these lines refer to Stein as the cheese—the big cheese--the important person. Whatever the change is, and she says it is final, includes something that is a mundane staple (potatoes). Forgive me, Alice, but Gertrude could be referring to the change in daily living that includes marriage to ABT and loss of GS's brother Leo from their lives. The change also involves the importance of language (Stein’s writing) in GS & ABT's lives. This will instruct audience (any fellow).”

Treanor said:

“The potatoes at breakfast make me think of hash browns and latkes. (Both are also referred to as cakes.)

“Cheese is typically taken for breakfast in France with bread and ham. So cheese and potato at the breakfast table could be seen as a meeting/clash of cultural norms maybe. Maybe the final change in the cultural landscape (of writing) will involve the US ingredient of hash browns to the cultural table that previously was solely European in flavour, with cheese that is now cheesy.

Authority is interesting, authority as in ‘power to do so’ but also refers to author, writer, composer. An author ity, the ability to write cheesily perhaps. 
And what language can instruct any body? with all this author-ly authority you would think of a written language perhaps, but that would mean the person would have to be able to read, so I would think more of music or images (the language of painting, visual representation) as the language that could instruct any fellow. If fellow is indeed a person. And not any (who) fell low. Maybe the bible or some other holy text is one that could instruct if one has fell low.

Final is strange, a final change, it sounds so...well…final. What change is final? Only death springs to mind.”

Alenier responded,

“I guess Stein's selection of the word final is very emotional. I'm thinking of it as a hard-and-fast decision and not so much death.”

Emily W asked:

“If she is referring to herself then as the ‘cheese,’ is she also taking on the role of the instructor in language too?”

Treanor offered:

“Yes Karren maybe final change is referring to something she has been labouring over, but has finally come to a decision about.

“It does seem that the final decision, which includes potatoes, does not give the authority to abuse cheese (the old). So the new doesn’t contain the authority to abuse the old, established, matured, solidified cheese. Is she saying that new ways don’t need to trash the old? She’s writing a new way but still sees the older ways as tasty, solid and flavorsome. She'd just like some new tastes as well, some tubers from the new world to add to the meal.”

Answering both Emily W and Peter Treanor, Alenier responded:

“Emily, Bingo! I think you hit the nail head on! Yes, I think Stein would be insinuating that she is that important person who would lead the instruction of language. instruction of language is one of the important themes of TB.

“Pete, I think you are on to something important—aspects of what is habitual (old) support what is groundbreaking (new). It's like the partnership of GS & ABT.”

Teri Rife added this abuse of cheese:

“Check out "The Mirror of Literature, Amusement, and Instruction," said to the the first long-lived cheap (two-penny) periodical in Britain, published from 1822 to 1847. Here's a link to a section describing how cheese is made from potatoes in Thuringia and Saxony:  https://books.google.com/books?id=50EFAAAAQAAJ&pg=PA431&lpg=PA431&dq=potatoes+and+cheese+in+literatu...                                                         
“Looks like this periodical was a source of instruction (weird though it appears to be), along with amusement for any fellow.”  

Here Steiny will pause to say that whatever the abuse of cheese meant to Stein, it was important to her and may have been a popular term during her time to disparage literary work. Stein uses the word cheese again in stanza 10 which will be discussed in the next blogpost. In Matisse Picasso and Gertrude Stein, a collection of experimental prose and word portraits written by Stein between 1909 and 1912, she wrote this line that begins with cheese:


To lie in the cheese, to smile in the butter, to lengthen in the rain, to sit in the flour all that makes a model stronger, there is no strangeness where there is more useful color, a description has not every mission.

A SHINING BREAKFAST & SUDDEN SLICE

While Emily W and Claudia Schumann pondered what a shining breakfast might mean, Peter Treanor suggested:

A shining breakfast, a breakfast shining, no dispute, no practice, nothing, nothing at all. “I thought of eggs, fried, sunny side up, shining away, bright, yellow and glistening. A big yellow orb like the sun.”

Moving on to stanza 3, Schumann added:

A sudden slice changes the whole plate, it does so suddenly.
A sudden slice could mean an interruption. Like on Sundays, I enjoy the quiet of morning not having to rush out to work or some place else. But while I'm enjoying my breakfast—the phone rings (a sudden slice).”

THE SLICE THAT SUDDENLY CHANGES EVERYTHING

Taking the discussion to the philosophic plane, Alenier addressed stanzas 2 through 5:

A shining breakfast, a breakfast shining, no dispute, no practice, nothing, nothing at all.

A sudden slice changes the whole plate, it does so suddenly.

An imitation, more imitation, imitations succeed imitations. 

Anything that is decent, anything that is present, a calm and a cook and more singularly still a shelter, all these show the need of clamor. What is the custom, the custom is in the centre.

“In my thinking, these 4 stanzas belong together. There is a quality about them that seems philosophic.

“Stanza 1—no dispute, no practice, nothing, nothing at all. Taken all together, Stein moves around the word shining in a cubist manifestation. She is examining. Breakfast connotes a beginning but also a change (fed after a long hiatus where one eats after abstention.)

“Stanza 2—we see a part (slice) versus entirety (whole) and there is the word change.

“Stanza 3—seems judgmental as well as declension: one intimation, more intimations and one quantity of imitations trumping another. It's some kind of philosophic argument.

“Stanza 4—there some kind of moral argument being presented in this stanza. It has to do with how to live and it dwells on what is habitual (custom).

Emily W responded:
“Breakfast is a habit for most people, not just to eat it, but even what they eat. Our habits are conveniences that make it easy to be able to think about something else.

Karren, I've been thinking and thinking about what you said about breaking habits and getting into the chaos of life. Of course, not all habits are bad, they make life easier in many ways, and some are good. But I also think that there is a habit that is ‘being me,’ i.e., I might call it finding my style (artistically, speaking) and this is what I want to develop, so it is unique and recognizable. And at the same time, I want to develop it (break/add habits). There are many approaches, learn something new, get a new perspective, talk to someone interesting, etc. etc. Maybe one might call it ‘adding a slice’ that suddenly changes everything.

“GS talks about imitation here, and I believe that is our habit, we imitate, we soak up what we see, what we hear. The challenge is to take that imitation and rework it, add a new layer to it, that is, add our style over it, so it becomes something more than just a pure imitation.”

Treanor jumped in with:

Custom is a form of personal, social or societal habit. What is the custom, the custom is in the centre. Habit (custom) is central it seems.”

Taking another tack, Rife offered:

“I've been thinking about the possibility that this fast we're breaking might be not a food fast (Gertrude would flip those words and make us think that she predicted the rise of McDonald's) but rather a fast from companionship--Gertrude's from Alice and Alice from Gertrude's. When I read the book of selected love notes from Gertrude to Alice, I was given to understand that it was Gertrude's custom to stay up far past Alice's bedtime to write. So, Gertrude would leave a love note for Alice to find when she got up in the morning, to keep the connection until they were together again.

“All that having been said, I'm seeing quiet daily routine each morning in need of a shake-up. Quietude: ‘...no dispute, no practice, nothing, nothing at all.’ (There are all those unusual commas signifying the breath, as we saw in Objects.) and ‘...a calm and a cook and more singularly still a shelter...’ Is this Alice moving about the house while Gertrude is still sleeping? Then, boom, it's show time. Gertrude's up! We break our fast from one another with an actual or metaphorical shining breakfast.

“I'm still thinking about the imitations upon imitations. Is Alice typing what Gertrude wrote during the night previous?”

CUBISM IS NOT IMITATIVE ART

After an exchange between Emily W and Teri Rife about creativity, Verse 39 of the Tao Te Ching, repetition, and the ability to remember what we learn, Rife said,

“Yes, perhaps imitating goes with the instructing. And though I brought up ‘endlessly repeating’ from the Tao Te Ching verse because of the cadence of the words, there's a difference between repeating and imitating, I think. It may be that ‘An imitation, more imitation, imitations succeed imitations.’ has something to do with the old ways of writing, the old ways of making art and music versus the new. I looked around for a quote from Guillaume Apollinaire we discussed previously in Objects that mentions imitation. Here it is:”

The difference between Cubism and earlier painting is that it is not an imitative art, but a conceptual art, which reaches up to the heights of creation.

When depicting conceived-reality or created-reality, the painter can obtain a three-dimensional effect, can, so to speak, cubify. He could not do that by just representing seen-reality, unless he resorted to trompe-l'oeil, with foreshortening or perspective, which would distort the quality of the conceived or created form.

Scientific Cubism is one of the pure tendencies. It is the art of painting new compositions with elements taken not from reality as it is seen, but reality as it is known.

“Everyone is aware of this inner reality. One does not have to be educated to conceive of a round shape, for example.

“The geometrical appearance which so struck those who saw the first scientific canvases resulted from the fact that essential reality was there depicted with great purity, with contingent visual and anecdotal elements eliminated from the work."

Alenier responded,

“Teri, that's an important point about imitating being old school. It makes me think of the saying ‘imitation is highest form of flattery.’ Well in this context, we Xperience 2 dimensions (flat-ery) versus 3 (cubism)!”

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Cooking with Tender Buttons Food: Mutton. Stanzas 7-13. Discussion 2

THE BOOK ..........................-      TENDER BUTTONS
THE SUBBOOK ...................-      FOOD
THE SUBPOEM ...................-      Mutton
WORD COUNT (Total)……...-      534
STANZA(S)............................-      13
—Stanzas 7-13
THE LEADER........................-      THE STEINY ROAD POET
CO-LLABORATORS.............-      MODPO STUDENTS/THE BUTTONS

The second half of “Mutton.” does not seem to elicit much of Gertrude Stein’s biography except in stanza 7 a wider lens on the sadness she experienced at the end of her medical studies when she was dumped and duped by May Bookstaver. Generally speaking, stanzas 7 through 13 seem to rise to mythology—the Jewish creation myth—but then back into an American myth about George Washington as a youth chopping down his father’s cherry tree.

Here are “Mutton.” stanzas 7 through 13 with a 367-word count. Among the topics addressed in this post are: Gertrude Stein as hunter picks through the shards of her failed medical career; creation myths, including the golem and Pandora; food taboos and nourishment; The Word as Seed; in a primitive market with food hanging from the ceiling; cherries evoking virgins and the young George Washington; cake from suet; the moral edge of cake re: Shakespeare's Twelfth Night; Gertrude Stein at Woods Hole and whalebones; and the connection between Tender Buttons and Moby Dick.

Melting and not minding, safety and powder, a particular recollection and a sincere solitude all this makes shunning so thorough and so unrepeated and surely if there is anything left it is a bone. It is not solitary.

Any space is not quiet it is so likely to be shiny. Darkness very dark darkness is sectional. There is a way to see in onion and surely very surely rhubarb and a tomatoe, surely very surely there is that seeding. A little thing in is a little thing.

Mud and water were not present and not any more of either. Silk and stockings were not present and not any more of either. A receptacle and a symbol and no monster were present and no more. This made a piece show and was it a kindness, it can be asked was it a kindness to have it warmer, was it a kindness and does gliding mean more. Does it.

Does it dirty a ceiling. It does not. Is it dainty, it is if prices are sweet. Is it lamentable, it is not if there is no undertaker. Is it curious, it is not when there is youth. All this makes a line, it even makes no more. All this makes cherries. The reason that there is a suggestion in variety is due to this that there is a burst of mixed music.

A temptation any temptation is an exclamation if there are misdeeds and little bones. It is not astonishing that bones mingle as they vary not at all and in any case why is a bone outstanding, it is so because the circumstance that does not make a cake and character is so easily churned and cherished.

Mouse and mountain and a quiver, a quaint statue and pain in an exterior and silence more silence louder shows salmon a mischief intender. A cake, a real salve made of mutton and liquor, a specially retained rinsing and an established cork and blazing, this which resignation influences and restrains, restrains more altogether. A sign is the specimen spoken.

A meal in mutton, mutton, why is lamb cheaper, it is cheaper because so little is more. Lecture, lecture and repeat instruction.

I see again Gertrude Stein's reaching back to origination, the source of creativity and nourishment, illumination, the tiny glowing seed that will become a tree of wisdom and light.” Mary Armour

AFTER HUNTING FOR THE BIG GAME, LEFT WITH A BONE

Starting at stanza 7, Karren Alenier said:
Melting and not minding, safety and powder, a particular recollection and a sincere solitude all this makes shunning so thorough and so unrepeated and surely if there is anything left it is a bone. It is not solitary.

“The scene set by the words of this stanza (safety, powder) makes me think of hunting which is often done as a solitary sport where the hunter goes into a blind to wait for the prey.

“There in that absolute solitude from people. One has time to recollect. If Gertrude Stein is the hunter, she may be reflecting on her failed medical career, a failing that might have made certain people she knew shun her. 

“Maybe that solitary bone refers to ‘a bone to pick’—does Stein have a beef with someone? Maybe there is more than one bone to pick and that's why she says ‘It is not solitary.’”

Peter Treanor answered,
Yes, Karren, I can see the safety, powder and solitude having to do with hunting and maybe it’s not solitary as the prey or the thought of the prey is ever present. And maybe melting is melting into the environment, becoming camouflaged, and melting into the moment, not minding, not thinking, just being.

“But when I read it, it seemed to have a really sad, mournful tone. A sense of melting, of loosing of self. A particular recollection, a memory of serious/sincere solitude and loneliness and of being shunned. She was stripped to the bone by this experience, unsure if there was anything left of her by this experience. Could it be her rejection by May that she is recalling? The bone to pick could be with May.”

Alenier added:
“I agree, Pete, about the mournful tone & how the melting might go to just being as opposed to doing.

“This hunting around for survival calls up the white hunter in Objects!”
A white hunter is nearly crazy.


THE SEEDS OF KABALLAH

Stanza 8 is clearly connected to the earth in a way that comments on our existence. Here’s what Alenier had to say:
Any space is not quiet it is so likely to be shiny. Darkness very dark darkness is sectional. There is a way to see in onion and surely very surely rhubarb and a tomatoe, surely very surely there is that seeding. A little thing in is a little thing.

“Perhaps, Stein is reaching into the myths of Kabbalah here and one of the clues might be the medieval spelling of tomato with an 'e' on the end. 

“Also I'm remembering that commentary on Jewish laws including the food laws are contained in Mishnah. This link might be useful: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zeraim

Here Steiny will interrupt to say that seeds and a little thing are important to Stein and point to her creations/babies (books) that Alice will midwife (by typing and packaging them).

Off on a tangent but calling this a news flash, Alenier went deeper into the Mishnah to look at Bikkurim, the first fruits where she discovers related to a group of gender diverse people:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bikkurim_(Talmud) I'm looking at this webpage which talks about what you do with the first fruits from your garden.”

Bikkurim (Hebrew: ביכורים‎, lit. "First-fruits") is the eleventh tractate of Seder Zeraim ("Order of Seeds") of the Mishnah and of the Talmud.

“The fourth chapter [of Bikkurim}, which is only sometimes included, originates from the Tosefta Bikkurim. It compares the laws relating to men, women, and those of intermediate sex, including the tumtum (one with no genitalia) and the androgynos.

“Big gender discussion here! Surely Stein knew about this.”


FOOD TABOOS & NOURISHMENT

Always an able interpreter of Stein, Mary Armour offered:
“I do think we are touching on food taboos, on forbidden pleasures, on the right and proper and improper uses of food. I think we're looking too at rituals and the deep maternal and childlike needs around nourriture, what nourishes the body and spirit. What melts down and is transmuted or transformed into liquid, what enriches and darkens or rises as a soufflé, what changes when heat is applied.

“The repeated references to bones as well, the charnel house of bone and ash, the shunning of dangerous small bones in fish or quail, the bones as structuring the body and the seed that is planted and dies to become something green and flowering or fruiting. (Thinking of André Gide's Si le grain ne meurt...)

“Let me give this some more thought.”

Alenier responded:
“I heartily agree that Stein is dealing with ritual, taboo, and life-sustaining nourishment!

“That little thing in is a little thing could be a seed. What kind of seed looms large! Vegetable, human—semen, conceptual?”


THE WORD AS SEED

Gaining momentum, Armour added:
“Karren, let me just riff here for a moment because something comes back to me about the seed as spark—Stein is particularly interesting to us as a writer because she has this omnivorous cultural and theoretical absorption, taking in so much from all kinds of cultural and theological influences and, perhaps here, we could reach back to Logos spermatikos, the Word as Seed, the Word as Light from the Gospel of John ('In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. ...and the Word became Flesh") a mysterious and potent statement.

“And then of course we have the emanations of the Sephirot and the fragments of light or seeds as sparks (my interpretation here leans to Lurianic, from the Shattering or Shevirah), A key text cited here is Gen 1:11—"And Elohim said, 'Let the Earth bring forth grass, the herb yielding seed, and the fruit tree yielding fruit after his kind, whose seed is in itself, upon the earth.' And it was so.

“This is too complex a field and I'm not sure how to sustain or follow through on metaphors here at any depth or even sure-footedly, but I see again Gertrude Stein's reaching back to origination, the source of creativity and nourishment, illumination, the tiny glowing seed that will become a tree of wisdom and light.”

Alenier responded:
“Yes, Mary! I see hear where you are pointing—origination! Makes perfect sense Stein would start at the beginning to establish her thoughts/study for how to renew the language. Humbly I say it is like us her students digging into the root meanings of the words she chooses.

“This is also why we get glances of Medieval flourishes. Tomatoe vs tomato.”

Greeting Armour warmly, Treanor had this to say:
Hello Mary nice to see you back again! There is the seed there and the source of creativity and nourishment, but there is also a darker side. A feeling of death, aging, and decay. All those bones, all those not any more's, no more's, lament, darkness and even an undertaker, a ceiling of dirt (nearly- a does it dirty a ceiling). There is something of the grave (both serious and a tomb) here. The whole cycle of life. Death and decay leading to fertilization and regeneration and seeds and regrowth. A feeling that the old (it is not when there is youth) must die, be buried, undertake to have an undertaker, be put in a receptacle, have a ceiling of dirt, and be reduced to bones.

“Melting and not minding
sincere solitude
if there is anything left it is a bone
were not present and not any more of either. (repeated 3 times)
A receptacle and a symbol and no monster were present and no more
Is it lamentable
Darkness very dark darkness
it is not if there is no undertaker
it is not when there is youth
 it even makes no more

“Such somber language and then finished with a strange thought about mutton (?old age) and lamb (?youth) suggesting lamb (youth) is cheaper because it is little but then that little is more. Leaving me wondering does she mean it is more or less valuable than mutton (old age)?

“I’m supposing you have the saying Mutton dressed up as lamb, too. Mutton and lamb used to indicate age.”